plz sir, can i 'ave sommo??

yo yo yo everyone! so just to start off...i didnt get sick from the wacky mac that was 5 yrs past its expiration date. but i did get a stomach ache for a while but i think that was psychological-haha
so schools alright--i think its better since i know it'll be over for the next month practically-AWESOME!
we had an amazing speaker the other day--i really enjoyed it--it was really inspiring
i went shopping last night and got a few things--skirts--shirts but i think since its kinda in between fall and winter sort of that they're kind of "fasion confused" haha but they hardly have anything for us--jew-girls--lol
so just a bit happy i ges-- i think its if i dont talk to perel about our "problems"-sry perele! luv ya!
well ges theres nothing else really!

lattas

more sorrows

even the titles of these entries are depressing. gosh. anyways, im just a little down because i was talking to perel about our mutual problems-which is quite depressing. These problems i have to admit are: boys and cereal. yup! scary topics alright. o btw-is it actually ok to eat boxed macaronie 5 yrs after its expiration date? wouldnt the cheese powder gross stuff get bad eventually? well, once i eat it we'll see if i die or something--chas va shalom--:-D haha anyways the bright side to my weekend was that i finished a shakespearean play and am 400 or so pages into a book i started yesterday afternoon-ive been reading it practically for 12 hours straight--including a bed time break--haha. its really good--under the jolly roger by L.A. Meyer--its the 3rd in a series. Y may i ask do all the girls in the 17-1800s get all the guys?! wasnt that supposed to be like horrible back then? cmon now? so incredibly not fair! but its enjoyable anyway, except the part where u actually have to stop reading it--either to actually participate in the world around u-or sleep. dont u hate it when u are so into a book-but then after everything its just that? a book! and its not real and ur not part of the story! and it just isnt ur life!! ITS SUCKS!!
i think i've ranted enough for now,
may ur seas be fair and ur winds strong and in ur favor
arrrrrrrrrr mat-ie!
cruesil

Developements in the loooove..department

Now i am officially depressed! Now that i've recognized it it really should go away! wouldnt that be awesome tho? that for problems there is only one step instead of 12 as in the drunk people program. that u only have to recognize tht u have the problem and then it will go away! b/c that would really be great right now! now--for fear of who might be reading this blog, i wont really say what this problem is. all i say is that it's a support group and i bet it would be completely filled with hundreds if it was real---perel and i created this support group b/c we were having a prob--that still persists. there is no cure which is sad and causes even more depression. how to deal with it ? perel says to forget it but i cant! just cant! really cant! AHHHHHH!!
hours of my days are taken by this horrid obsession! waves of sickness and crying also! it totally and completely SUCKS!AHHHHHHH! AGAIN! AHHHH!
now im like completely depressed but i just remembered another thing-which was even more depressing than this is! actually this problem actually makes me feel better compared to the other one...sry i think im confusing everyone!
haha
now im kinda happy but it probably wont last but w/e IM NOT SO DEPRESSED ANYMORE! YAY!
yayayayayay!
haha
lattas
crues

YAY!

OMG! EVERYONE! GOT HUGE NEWS!! YAY! SO PSYCHED! MY AUNT HAD A BABY GIRL THIS MORNING! YAY! HER NAME'S TALIA ILENA! YAY! haha
and i cannot wait til rosh hashanah and sukkos! its going to be AMAZING! YAY!
omg, i just got really sad b/c i realized that josh, my bro,'s not going to be here and he usually helps me put up all the decorations and things! --sad!
i just have to say that physical science has got to be the most boring subject ever in the history of the universe! literally! and it's not only b/c the subject is kinda boring it's that i learned it in 7th grade and now im having to repeat it! and its NOT even that!!! it's that we have the absolute WORST teacher ever! SERIOUSLY!
ya so ges a little ticked...and now sad..strange how this entry started off happy!
lattas
cruesil

omg! im so psyched to make a new post! its awesome having a BLOG! YAY!! HAHA shaindle! hehe school is so boring! seriously! i was seriously so tired this morning that i was a walking zombie which by the way was what i told shaindle i would be b/c she just WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE! haha she kept talking and talking! she was sooooo nuts that she starting slamming on the keyboard! LIKE A CRAZY! and worst of all SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT BEING IN LOVE WITH 11 PEOPLE! I KNOW! i was so surprised! SHAINA? OF ALL PEOPLE? so u see what i mean. i couldnt just leave my friend when she was in such a state of mental instability! what kind of person would i be? now really...! haha can u possibly believe how incredibly ingenius all of this stuff is?!?! GOLD JERRY GOLD! haha--insider with fam-- but if u watch sceinfeld then u would know! HAHA--another awesomest with SHAINDLE! hmm...kinda getting the feeling that nothing actually happened within the last 24 hours worth even reliving or mentioning except for the 25 minute convo with shaina.--kinda sad..HAHA YAY!! awesome!!!

im so excited

yay! everyone im so excited im going to have a blog! whooohooo! now i can tell everyone whats been up and stuff! and i can practice being as clever and awesome as perel is! i seriously need it! YAY!
so ....idk what else to write! so when something actually interesting happens! YAY AGAIN!
luv ya