Developements in the loooove..department

Now i am officially depressed! Now that i've recognized it it really should go away! wouldnt that be awesome tho? that for problems there is only one step instead of 12 as in the drunk people program. that u only have to recognize tht u have the problem and then it will go away! b/c that would really be great right now! now--for fear of who might be reading this blog, i wont really say what this problem is. all i say is that it's a support group and i bet it would be completely filled with hundreds if it was real---perel and i created this support group b/c we were having a prob--that still persists. there is no cure which is sad and causes even more depression. how to deal with it ? perel says to forget it but i cant! just cant! really cant! AHHHHHH!!
hours of my days are taken by this horrid obsession! waves of sickness and crying also! it totally and completely SUCKS!AHHHHHHH! AGAIN! AHHHH!
now im like completely depressed but i just remembered another thing-which was even more depressing than this is! actually this problem actually makes me feel better compared to the other one...sry i think im confusing everyone!
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now im kinda happy but it probably wont last but w/e IM NOT SO DEPRESSED ANYMORE! YAY!
yayayayayay!
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