Hello, once again

I haven't posted really in such a long time, and now I return. But who really cares? My inner conscience most likely, because no one else even knows this blog exists. Oh well. So I get to vent without worrying that someone is actually reading it. It's definitely much easier than having to sit down and actually WRITE in a journal. That's only for desperate moments anyway, when I can't use the computer. I mean really, who "writes" anymore nowadays, hmm? And i, for some odd reason, always have a compulsive need to type tons in a short span of time. I don't know, maybe it's because I don't talk so much on IM anymore, plus its so confusing--you have to write and read at the same time while deleting whatever you just wrote because they said something new and you have to respond and you have all forgotten what they said before already. I kind of just sounded like Johnny Depp going in circles almost, kind of, not really, but whatever. Ok, compulsive need has subsided. ahhh. I think i like this whole "typing thoughts thing" going on. I guess i was smarter when i actually did it before. hmm